Yes, the recent exam made me realised:
1- How not-prepared I was
2- How high is the standard that my professional body required of me
3- How badly I underestimated the exam
4- How small small small small I feel
5- How lucky to I am to have such 'high' position with so little knowledge I have!
What next??
1- I still need to past my exam - March 2011 probably not realistic for me because my number one priority is still my family [yeah right I heard Hisham said] - I will have to work smarter. {yeah I refused to work harder} - More quality time with kids and Hisham maybe and get them to help me out at home. Get kids* more involved in cleaning up their own mess. *kids = include Hisham - yes dahling! - so Sep. 2011??
2- Set up home-based office. I hate to be coming to office on weekend just because I don't have the resources [fast internet]- so will look into that
3- Get into healthier routine [I've said this a million times and failed a million times] - this time get the whole family involved. Maybe go to bed earlier [hard to do in summer]. Get active and attractive... [easier said than done] - healthier food?
Tonnes of training sessions to attend - tonnes to learn.. Can I??? Lots of inter-states travelling [oh my poor poor old body!]
4- MOST important thing: to enjoy the whole process! YES I LUUUUUURVVEEEEEE MY JOB!
I remember one quotes from my school years :
WHEN LUCK ENTERS GIVE HIM A SEATYes - I have given the 'luck' a seat but now he wants food-drinks-care-attention-etc-etcmore than I have time for it!
5-Less blogging and facebooking??? {yeah I can really see how it is going to happen!}